single and loving it
Thursday, January 18, 2007
it's funny how teenagers seem to think they're experts in love but the truth is, they just define love the way they want it. When I hear myself giving advices about relationships, I realize mine didn't go well either. I love watching movies & korean novelas, reading books with beautiful love stories. Then for a second, my green-eyed self comes to life. When I fall in love, I always believe that it will be forever but sadly, it can't even last a year. I seem to get the wrong guys. Every after a broken relationship, I promise myself that I won't fall that deeply again. Unfortunately, this person in me cant't keep the promise. I try my best to avoid love at this time. Maybe those things happened to me because it's not yet the right time. I can't wait for that time. Unfortunately, i was that impatient. After all that, I finally realized that I had enough. I have to let my heart rest, just like someone said. I always think of love, relationships and anything connected with it then it struck me. I'm still young so why do I have to worry about those things? Many things can still happen. maybe one day, Champ, Chris Tiu or Prince Gian will realize that they love me. haha! how i wish.
Well, it's just me and my friends for now. being single has lots of benefits. I can do whatever I want without asking permission and I can be with anyone. Serious relationships are overrated for me right now. They are for mature people and I am clearly not one of them. I'm childish, I know.. well, it's relieving to think that my problems are lessened. My only focus is my studies. It's kinda hard na kasi. My Algebra card grade is so embarassing and to think that I won math contests before. nakakahiya!

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At January 20, 2007 at 1:25:00 PM GMT+8, Blogger shal said........
hi mikee! welcome to blogging! nice imong background. nice posts!